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Month: April 2008

my hair’s dyed. so ?

Currently feeling: Sleepy
Currently listening to: Golly Sandra – Eisley

I haven’t slept.
I haven’t studied that much either.
I did study a lot.
I just don’t remember that much.

Mr. Sunshine spent fifteen hours accompanying me just now.
He didn’t have to.
But he did.
*heart smiles*

Finals started two days ago for me. And OMG, it was a disaster !
I felt that I had studied as hard/much as I could but I still had a tough time answering. Sigh.
But I guess what’s done is done and I shouldn’t let that hinder me from concentrating on my next papers.
I can !
I’m not really sure I can.

My arse and hips are HUGE now I tell you.
It has been a while since I got into my baju kurungs, and when I did last Wednesday, the kain was tight okay. It was my baju kurung, not my kebaya (which I think would tear if I tried it on right now). Blergh.
Too much sitting on my arse that’s why !
I need to walk more, like I used to.
How to walk and study ? Can ah ?

Why do people always judge others by how they look or what they wear ?
How can you assume that a person is (insert adjective here) just by looking at him/her ?
Bukan ke berdosa macam tu ?
But that’s a sad fact of life, eh ?
You become a victim of stereotype and discrimination, just because you’re different. Just because you’re not their type.

I don’t like Milo.
I can eat Milo.
I don’t like drinking Milo.

I initially planned on writing about something else.

I miss my Gombak people.

I need to do a little more studying, then I’ve gotta get to bed.
I feel a headache coming on.


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one last chance.

Currently feeling: Terrified
Currently listening to: One Last Chance – James Morrison

I’ve got one last chance to get myself together
I can’t lose no more time it’s now or never
And I try to remember who I used to be

I’ve got one more chance to get myself together

I don’t wanna be misunderstood
I’ve got to take this chance and make it into something good


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Currently feeling: Sad
Currently listening to: The Last Goodbye – James Morrison

I’ve got so much on my mind.
I can’t seem to get them out in words.

Focus, Melissa.

I want donuts.


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