Happy Friday everyone.
Hope that all of you are doing ok.
This is an emotional post, stop here if you don’t feel like being dragged into my depressing rants.

I am on medical leave at home and am advised to isolate myself from everyone else.
I fell sick with cough, flu along with on and off fever after working the night shift last Monday night. Which is a cause to worry, I guess.
I was started on Oseltamivir as chemoprophylaxis.
Sigh.
I called my preceptor yesterday and told him that I’d come back to work if I feel better, but he told me to stay at home and rest it out and come back on Monday.
Sigh.
The only thing I am worried about is my leave, which I have none left.
I was content with the news that I did not have to extend this phase after discussion with our Head of Department last month, and then I just had to fall sick again, didn’t I ?
Double sigh.
I don’t want to have to extend this and lose my seniority. OK it’s not actually about the seniority status. Who cares ?
I JUST DO NOT WANT TO STAY LIKE THIS ANY LONGER THAN I AM SUPPOSED TO.
Triple sigh.
And just when I tweeted about having a week left from last Tuesday to settle everything (ie: finish up my clinical work, my research write up, get my log book signed by the four preceptors I have left), THIS had to happen.

SIGH.

My mind is so cluttered I wish I could blow my brains out.
Literally.

Mr Sunshine has the chickenpox and is on leave for two weeks.
And that just adds to this depressing state I am in.

SIGH.

What’s worse than sighing every second ?
Crying.
So I’ll do just that.
Bye.

xoxo

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5 Comments on sigh sigh sigh.

  1. Aiyo, hunny I’m so sorry. C’mere.
    Pelukkkkkk
    Things will get better, have faith! It is always darkest before the dawn. Love you!

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