fat and fugly.

Currently feeling: Fat and fugly
Currently listening to: Back To Black – Amy Winehouse

Am I gonna spend the rest of my life worrying and feeling guilty about every single thing I put in my mouth ?
Am I gonna spend the rest of my life shedding tears over these thoughts and feelings ?
Will I ever be able to get myself out of this ?
I am so so sad.
I am so sick of being like this.
I just wanna feel beautiful and at peace with myself.
I am so so tired !

xoxo