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always hormonal.

Currently feeling: Flabby
Currently listening to: Sand In My Shoes – Dido

It’s Mummy’s birthday today.
Happy birthday Mummy. You’d be 58 if you were still around.
Tomorrow would mark 2 years since you’ve been gone. Why hasn’t time healed anything ?
I want you to know that I miss you to death.
There are times I still hear your laughs and can still see your face around.
I miss you.
I miss you !
Oh, I miss you so terribly.

Well, hello dear blog of mine,
I apologize for abandoning you for the past week or so.
It’s just that things have been just a little crazy lately.
But I am back, feeling stuffed as I had 7 pieces for drummets for buka (yeah, I still haven’t finished ganti-ing my puasa) and am ready to rant about whatever that had been going on.

That paragraph was really unnecessary, wasn’t it ?

Okay, I started off last week (Monday) by getting my stitches removed.
Initially I was really anxious on whether I was gonna bleed or be in severe pain or if the swelling’s gonna get worse, but it turned out the whole process took less than a minute and it was painless.
As at today, I still feel uncomfortable once in awhile as the wound is still healing but it’s bearable !
Right after my dentist appointment, Lene and I took the LRT to The Curve and there was where we met Baby and her Mr. A for the Zombie Apocalypse a coffee and gossip session.
We had real fun and this time we didn’t forget to snap piccies !

Just in case you people didn’t know, Baby was one of the few friends I made in Form I while I was (briefly) in Kuala Selangor Science School. So she has witnessed me at my worst. Hint: Faint spells and incessant crying episodes. Malunya ! We met again in UiTM. Small world eh ?
Oh, and her dad and Daddy know each other.
A few more pictures from the night.

Cheryl had her birthday/graduation party last Friday night at The National Press Club. There was buffet dinner and and I think I might have overdosed on the Coke refills. There was karaoke too.

Happy Birthday and Congratulations again, babe !

The happy couple.

Bryan drove us home that night and we had a series of photo snapped in the car.
This is my favourite.

The Pretend to Laugh Pose. We’re pretty good aren’t we ? Haha.

Woke up last Saturday with Daddy at my door holding a huge white envelope saying, “The letter is here !”.
I jumped straight out of bed and took it from him and ripped it open.
It was the offer letter from SPA. Finally ! Alhamdulillah.
The letter came with a few forms I needed to fill in, including one that needs a Commissioner for Oaths’ signature too. There’s also a need for me to go for a medical check up which (I just found out) can only be done in a governmental hospital or clinic. I initially thought of going to the same private clinic I went to before my UiTM admission. Sigh.
Okay so the letter had all that, but not the date of when I have to report for duty or the whereabouts of my placement.
That I’ll know in another letter, which will be from KKM.
Oh sigh, all this waiting is really sucks.
It can’t be healthy to be all anxious 24 hours a day, right ?
It’s affecting my mood and my energy level.
Okay maybe my energy level is just being attacked by the lazy bug.

I am seriously sangat lazy lah nowadays okay.
I sit at home and do nothing.
Haven’t been working out for a few days now.
I do take evening walks with the sister but somehow I don’t think that’s barely enough the intensity to get my heart pumping hard.
I hate the fact that you can lose muscle mass so quickly !
Oh sigh.

Mr. Sunshine was in town since last week, staying at his best friend’s place in Seri Kembangan.
Was out with him yesterday (and a few days last week – bliss).

On our date yesterday, I experimented with a new hairband I bought a few weeks ago. I’m used to wearing hairbands with my fringe sticking out (?) but yesterday I decided to sweep all of my hair back.
I didn’t like the end result.

How many foreheads do I have lah ? Eiii.

Obviously, I had it taken off by the middle of the day. I walked around with flat hair but I suppose flat hair is better than multiple alien-like foreheads, right ?
We watched Penelope. I enjoyed it.
I had Nando’s for buka last night and it was absolutely heavenly to be able to chew and chomp on chicken. Yummeh ! Hee.

Chew chew chomp chomp !

Me: Awak ! Tunggulah kejap, saya tak habis makan lagi ni.
Him: (Snaps photo)
Me: Ergggh. Bak sini tengokk ! (Grabs camera)
Him: *straight face*
Me: Haha muka awak tak ada, padan muka !

A happy chicken lover and her boyfriend who still can’t seem to get his entire face in the picture.

There has been slight tension between us for the past few days because he was superbly busy with a couple of things he had to settle here, and I felt, well, neglected. Or in other words, mengada.
Biarlah aku nak mengada dengan boyfriend aku kan. Dia suka pujuk. Yay ! Hee.
But he’s back in his hometown right now. Sobs.

Oh, dear boyfriend ku, saya support awak !

I have been really hormonal this past month. What am I talking about ? I am always hormonal.
But my menses were a week early.
My face is starting to look like a pizza with extra pepperoni and cheese.
And I have been wasting way too much of my tears.

A friend came up with something really unexpected recently and it kinda hurt my feelings.
Oh well, people change.
But don’t you think your reason was a pretty superficial one ?

I loved Wall E.


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target and radar.

Currently feeling: Sweaty
Currently listening to: Some Unholy War – Amy Winehouse

Let me start off with showing you people what made my day today.

Click to enlarge, if you’re curious.
Comellllll jeeeee tauuuuuuu ! *heart smiles*

Well, that and also that I just got paid today. Alhamdulillah. Wheeee !
Even though it’s not that much after giving some to Daddy, Marc, Lene and putting aside some for medical purposes, but I guess it’s self sufficient.
Nak belanja orang tak mampu lagi la weyh. Hee.

The last day of the NTV7 Futsal Carnival was yesterday.
I was a bit sad to see it all end because I was really enjoying my Sunday job.
So after this there’ll be no more the oh so hot Edward calling me in the middle of the week to confirm things, no more giving out football cards to people, no more picking up balls and passing them to people, and no more annoying kids (and adults) hogging the inflatables.
I can say that it was a great experience and I don’t mind spend every Sunday of my life doing just that. Haha, okay that’s a tad overboard la kan.
A few pictures from yesterday.

The Hot Edward. (I hope he doesn’t read my blog)

Sweet Jonathan.

The Target and Radar girls, as Jon would put it. Hee.

The sister.

I saved the best one for last.
Mr. Sunshine showed up yesterday !

He was in Shah Alam sending his sister to UiTM but I didn’t expect him to drop by.
Sweet, kan ? *heart smiles*
But poor him, I could only spend around 15 minutes with him, and I spent it with babbling nonsense. *blushes*

Daddy, Marc and Lene are out for dinner.
I kinda regret not going along with them because I’m actually in need of food right now.
Tummy hurts.
It’s for the better, I guess.

The family and I had a kenduri kesyukuran at Shah Alam last Saturday night.
It was for Marc and I, for completing our Degree and Diploma.
I had two servings of rice and chicken that night. Yeah, two.
I don’t usually have even one, kan ? But it was so yummy and since the kenduri was for me, I couldn’t just not eat, right ?

I’ve gotta say this, it’s really hard working around people who say things like, “Kamu dah cantik, tapi kalau kurus sikit lagi cantik.” or “Kurus sikit la, nanti boleh pakai kebaya cantik.” or even “Pantangla sikit makan tu, nanti nak kahwin muka dah tak cantik baru tau.
Can I be blamed for getting (very) worked up over remarks like that ?
Depressing okay.

Marc’s going for a minor surgery tomorrow.
I think Daddy and Lene would be taking him to the hospital.
I, on the other hand, have to work. *rolls eyes*

Okay people.
Wish me luck in getting through the hunger pangs !


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let’s have a slumber party.

Currently feeling: Melancholic
Currently listening to: Black Horse And The Cherry Tree – KT Tunstall

I’ve been away. Not literally.
Just have been dealing with some issues that have been lingering around me.

And also because the internet connection here has been terminated.

Pojie left last Sunday.
Yamin did so too, last Friday.
I didn’t know it’d be this sad.
I mean my tears were overflowing that Sunday morning.
Classmates for six years.
Housemates for one.
Wah, damn depressing isn’t it ?

I guess what happened is inevitable.
I guess I don’t handle people leaving very well.

People always leave.
(Peyton Sawyer, One Tree Hill)

Peyton reminds me so much of the sister.
She (the sister) thinks it’s a sign that she should get her hair permed.

What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, they say.
Yeah, right.

I wouldn’t mind a slumber party.
You know, the kind where I can talk about anything to my girlfriends, do each other’s nails and have pillow fights.

Hey you, I wished I had more nights like these with you.
You know, the kind where we can just sit together, hold hands and cuddle, and do nothing.
We don’t always need to have a plan or know what we want to do to be happy, right ?

Something is bloody wrong with my mouse.
And why the hell can’t I burn DVDs anymore ?

My eyes are tearing. Pedih.
I think it’s because of me overloading on mascara lately.
You know, to give the impression of wide peepers and cover up the fact that I have been losing on sleep and crying too much.

Oh, oh how could I have forgotten, I went to this waterfall last Saturday. I believe it was called Chilling or something. Chilling baby, how cool of a name is that ? Hee.



The guys went on and on complaining on how shallow the water had become due to the recent logging activities in the area. The water was filled with sand. It (the water) used to be up until over their heads, apparently.
But hey, that’s a good thing for me, okay ! Haha.
We had yummy barbequed chicken. Hee.
Ah, sad.
It’d probably be the last time that I’d ever see those people. I mean I won’t be seeing them for quite some time after this.

Okay, enough rambling this time.

I’ve got some serious thinking to do.


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