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Category: emo

ugly emotions.

Currently feeling: Blue
Currently listening to: Bitter End – Dixie Chicks

Someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed today.
Someone just found out there’s class today and there’s no way that someone would be in time for it.
Someone dreads the fact of presenting this Saturday.
Someone just wants all the ugly emotions to go away.

What a great way to kick off the new year.

xoxo

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of shittiness.

Currently feeling: Irked
Currently listening to: Piece Of Me – Britney Spears

How would you feel if you told something to a person without knowing that someone already told that person a whole different story ?
And that what you told was actually the truth ?

I’ll tell you how it feels.
FUCKING SHITTY.

So now you’re considered a liar when you were actually the honest one.

And its sucks even more because you just can’t do anything about it because you’re torn between the two people.

How would you feel when you’ve just had a good time with a good bunch of people then someone (or two) just have to ruin the bloody moment ?

I’ll tell you how it feels.
FUCKING SHITTY.

There are times I wished the circumstances were different than how it is now.

P.S.: I’m not 12 and it’s not as if I get to do it every single day.

xoxo

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raya.

Currently feeling: Melancholic
Currently listening to: Supermassive Black Hole – Muse

Dearest Mummy,
I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH THAT IT’S BREAKING MY HEART.

xoxo

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rewind.

Currently feeling: Sad
Currently listening to: Bad Habit – Destiny’s Child

Today was such a emotionally and physically draining day.
Still teary eyed but, I survived.

xoxo

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unreplied.

Currently feeling: Disappointed
Currently listening to: Nothing

It’s the bloody cycle again.
I was asked what I was expecting.
Truth is, I don’t know.
What I know is that I am so disappointed with myself.

xoxo

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he’s your best friend.

Currently feeling: Shitty
Currently listening to: Change – Blind Melon

It’s fucking amazing how someone can be so fucking ignorant/insensitive to someone else’s fucking feelings and also be totally fucking oblivious of the fucking fact that things are not always as fucking simple as they fucking think.
Oh well,
FUCK you.

All of a sudden I’ve gotta take advice shit from someone who believes that the only thing real about fate is that all of us are doomed to die. (Yeah, I don’t get it too.) WTF kan ??
You had no right to say what you did. No right to talk as if I’m not hurting as well. No right at all !

xoxo

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slap.

Currently feeling: Sad and Angry at the same time
Currently listening to: Voices in my head

Hello you.
Today your friend told me something which came as a real big slap on my face.
He was right.
Was he ?
Judging by how things have been going on, he might be right.
But judging from the things I have heard from you yourself, he might be wrong.
So what do you have to say for yourself ?
Oh I’m sorry, you happen to turn mute whenever you like, right ?
Especially when things go wrong.

Hah.
Whatever la.

This is giving me a headache.
It seriously is.

xoxo

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sorry, blame it on me.

Currently feeling: Dejected
Currently listening to: In The Rough – Anna Nalick

I should be living alone on a deserted island where there are no other people to please.
No other people to hurt. No other people who hurt.
No other people to judge. No other people who judge.
There would probably be less heartache, and less weeping fits.

xoxo

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icky.

Currently feeling: Sad
Currently listening to: 25 Minutes – Michael Learns To Rock

I worry and care too much about what other people would think or feel as a result of my doings.
I worry to the extent it affects my ability to think sensibly.
Sometimes I wonder whether these people think about how I feel and think as much as I do about them.

xoxo

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balloon.

Currently feeling: Sad
Currently listening to: Feels Like Tonight – Daughtry

I detest being lied to.
But all this while, the only person who has been lying to me, is myself.

I choose to hear what I wanna hear. Acknowledge only what I wanna acknowledge.
Overlooking all ambiguity.

All these questions.

You didn’t really mean what you told me, didn’t you ?
You blurted out the moniker deliberately, didn’t you ?
You also inquired what you did just to hinder my growth, didn’t you ?
You put nasty thoughts in my head and keep me in a balloon which you can easily blow up and burst whenever you feel like it.
Sigh.
But I was the one who chose to remain in that bloody balloon you created.
Double sigh.

On a separate note, nobody has the right to tell me who I should or should not be friends with, not even you.

xoxo

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