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tension head.

Currently feeling: Exhausted
Currently listening to: Disturbia -Rihanna

What’s wrong with me?

Why do I feel like this?
I’m going crazy now
It’s a thief in the night
To come and grab you
It can creep up inside you
And consume you
A disease of the mind
It can control you
It’s too close for comfort

I was down with fever with cough and flu just before Deepavali. Oh, and a terrible persisting headache.
I mentioned to the doctor about my ongoing headaches and she told me it’s most probably just tension headache.
So I guess until I learn to relax and not to get all flustered every day at work, I would have to live with this silly aching head of mine.
*straight face*

A few delayed Raya pics coming along.
Syawal ended too soon lah, I didn’t get the chance to celebrate Raya with Annisa, Baby and a few other people like I wanted to.

Raya at Aunty Maziey’s.

This was after countless shots, under Aunty Maziey’s request. Hehe.

So when can we continue eating again ?

He wants to crash at my non existent Putrajaya pad.

I love Raya cookies. Oh wait, I just love cookies.

Uncle Phillip (Khaleed) and Uncle Francis.

My favourite. *smiles*

Told you.

At Batu Pahat after meeting his parents.

Raya at The Best Friend’s place.

The Pharmacy Department’s Raya celebration.

The PRPs.

Hanif’s simple yet sweet wedding.

My darling Stumpy. (My roots need touching up)

OK maybe ‘a few’ wasn’t the appropriate word to use. Haha.

I missed Deepavali at Barath’s, which was pretty disappointing as I always look forward to catching up with my Gombak people and indulging in yummylicious mutton curry (and sweet anything). Sobs.

I haven’t studied for the exam this coming Monday.
I am so gonna flunk it but as Mr. Sunshine puts it, “Buat apa beli buku mahal mahal if nak ambil exam sekali je ?”

I miss my Sunshine.
We haven’t seen each other for a month already !
Lama tak tatap gigi besar nya itu. *sad smile*

I’ll be in the Out Patient Department next month.
I just want this year to be over and done with as soon as possible.


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meet the parents.

Currently feeling: Constipated
Currently listening to: Don’t Bring Me Down – Sia

It’s the 5th day of Syawal and I am at home, feeling sleepy and bloated.
I am recovering from a nasty flu attack I had. My throat is a bit sore and all phlegmy.

I just got back from Batu Pahat yesterday afternoon.
I was there to visit Mr. Sunshine’s family.
The whole experience was nerve wrecking not only because I was meeting his parents but also because that was my first time traveling alone for more than two hours.
I took the train to Kluang on Friday morning, which was a one and a half hour drive from where he lives.
He picked me up and I could tell that he was excited (and nervous) to see me. Comel OK.
From his stories of his dad being stern when he was a kid, I was preparing myself for the worse but it turned out his dad was pretty cool.
His mum was such a darling (and such a good host), it’s funny that I was at her house and I was not the only one being shy.
I only met one of his sisters. We didn’t talk but I thought she was sweet.
His 12 year old brother was good looking in my opinion and I kept teasing Mr. Sunshine with remarks like, “Adik awak handsome, kenapa awak tak eh ?” and “Saya nak tunggu adik awak lah, 12 tahun je kan beza.
*evil laugh*
We left his house early yesterday morning after he got all his stuff in his car as he was leaving for Kuala Terengganu after he drops me off home.

The family and I started our 1st Syawal with visiting arwah Atok’s grave (we visited Mummy two days before) in Seremban, then we were at Aunty Zainah’s hometown in Nilai for lunch.
We were in Shah Alam in the evening for an early dinner.
I was already having a sore throat (and a runny nose) which I think was due to the fact that I actually finished a whole container of tarts Adam gave me in two nights.

2nd day of Syawal was spent at Aunty Maziey’s place, as always.
Daddy didn’t come along as he wasn’t feeling too good.

It’s cool that I am still eligible to collect duit Raya this time around.

I am too lazy to upload photos lah.

As I am typing this, Mr. Sunshine is in Terengganu, currently driving from Kuala Terengganu to Kemaman as he just found out he is placed in Hospital Kemaman.
He is apparently not very happy about it.


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raya ?

Currently feeling: Melancholic
Currently listening to: Falling Down – Muse

I believe this would be the second worst Raya ever.
The first (which goes without mentioning), was the year Mummy left.
This year I am having a hard time pinpointing why I can’t seem to get myself out of this dreary state I have been in for almost a week now.
Maybe it’s because I have finally graduated and she’s not here to witness it all.
Not here to celebrate with me. With us.
Maybe it’s because I had some plans for this Raya as I thought I would be earning already. I have failed in realizing any of them.
I yearn to decorate the house with pretty Raya cards like we used to.
I yearn to have visitors over without having to worry about how the house looks like or what we have to serve. She would have had everything taken care of.

These past few days have been awful.
I am starting to feel bad for my neighbours who I am pretty sure are very sick of having to listen to the sounds of a girl weeping uncontrollably while talking to her boyfriend in the middle of the night (every night).

As at now, tears are overflowing already !
I am hopeless.

I just want to be left alone this Raya, please.

Anyway, hope the rest of you are and will have a good time.
Salam Aidilfitri everyone.
Have a blessed Raya.


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