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target and radar.

Currently feeling: Sweaty
Currently listening to: Some Unholy War – Amy Winehouse

Let me start off with showing you people what made my day today.

Click to enlarge, if you’re curious.
Comellllll jeeeee tauuuuuuu ! *heart smiles*

Well, that and also that I just got paid today. Alhamdulillah. Wheeee !
Even though it’s not that much after giving some to Daddy, Marc, Lene and putting aside some for medical purposes, but I guess it’s self sufficient.
Nak belanja orang tak mampu lagi la weyh. Hee.

The last day of the NTV7 Futsal Carnival was yesterday.
I was a bit sad to see it all end because I was really enjoying my Sunday job.
So after this there’ll be no more the oh so hot Edward calling me in the middle of the week to confirm things, no more giving out football cards to people, no more picking up balls and passing them to people, and no more annoying kids (and adults) hogging the inflatables.
I can say that it was a great experience and I don’t mind spend every Sunday of my life doing just that. Haha, okay that’s a tad overboard la kan.
A few pictures from yesterday.

The Hot Edward. (I hope he doesn’t read my blog)

Sweet Jonathan.

The Target and Radar girls, as Jon would put it. Hee.

The sister.

I saved the best one for last.
Mr. Sunshine showed up yesterday !

He was in Shah Alam sending his sister to UiTM but I didn’t expect him to drop by.
Sweet, kan ? *heart smiles*
But poor him, I could only spend around 15 minutes with him, and I spent it with babbling nonsense. *blushes*

Daddy, Marc and Lene are out for dinner.
I kinda regret not going along with them because I’m actually in need of food right now.
Tummy hurts.
It’s for the better, I guess.

The family and I had a kenduri kesyukuran at Shah Alam last Saturday night.
It was for Marc and I, for completing our Degree and Diploma.
I had two servings of rice and chicken that night. Yeah, two.
I don’t usually have even one, kan ? But it was so yummy and since the kenduri was for me, I couldn’t just not eat, right ?

I’ve gotta say this, it’s really hard working around people who say things like, “Kamu dah cantik, tapi kalau kurus sikit lagi cantik.” or “Kurus sikit la, nanti boleh pakai kebaya cantik.” or even “Pantangla sikit makan tu, nanti nak kahwin muka dah tak cantik baru tau.
Can I be blamed for getting (very) worked up over remarks like that ?
Depressing okay.

Marc’s going for a minor surgery tomorrow.
I think Daddy and Lene would be taking him to the hospital.
I, on the other hand, have to work. *rolls eyes*

Okay people.
Wish me luck in getting through the hunger pangs !


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Currently feeling: Mellow
Currently listening to: Nothing

Kak Siti’s in the hospital. Her pregnancy’s giving her some complications.
We went to visit her after I got off work yesterday.

I’m gonna spend my weekend working.
As a matter of fact I’d be spending the next eight straight days working.
I’m not complaining, just blogging.


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Currently feeling: Fat
Currently listening to: Moody’s Mood For Love – Amy Winehouse

Took the day off today.
Was feeling exhausted, sleepy and lazy.
Oh, and emotionally disturbed.


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Currently feeling: Worried
Currently listening to: I Don’t Want To Be – Gavin Degraw

It tickles me sometimes to see how some people try to be so discreet about buying Viagra (and all the other drugs in the same group).
There’s nothing to be ashamed of, really.
One in 10 men in the world have erectile dysfunction.
And there’s nothing wrong with wanting to have good sex and satisfying your partner.

Daddy thinks I’ve been over exercising.
I just think I need a good dose of glucosamine sulphate.

Yes, working at the pharmacy has this effect on me.

It has been a month and a day since I last had McDonald’s.
A pretty amazing feat considering that I spent most of my exam days stuffing myself with all their calorie laden yummylicious food.
But now I’m craving Spicy Chicken McDeluxe. And large fries. And Chicken McNuggets.

I feel constipated.
Very unpleasant feeling.

Tummy’s growling.
I better get to bed before I start thinking about food.


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Currently feeling: Fat
Currently listening to: Songs In My Pocket – Bethany Joy Galeotti

“Yeah, don’t gain some more weight, you’re short.”

Now tell me how do you love yourself again ?


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Currently feeling: Exhausted
Currently listening to: Can I Walk With You – India.Arie

Well, hello.
I am exhausted. I have been working for the past six days at a pharmacy nearby. The same one I did my Community Pharmacy attachment at more than a year ago.
Will be doing so temporarily until I get my posting letter/call/email or whatever.
I haven’t been updating because by the time I get back home everyday I’d be so F-ing wiped out and all I have the strength to do is sleep.
I blame the lack of exercise too.
My stamina’s gone, man.
I never used to be like this.

Akey dropped by last Saturday evening, as I was clearing up my pig sty room.
I was all sweaty and smelly, but we still talked for almost 3 hours before she had to make a move.
It was really good getting to talk to her.

I have nothing much to blog about, except for I miss hanging out with my Gombak people. Sigh.
Must find time (and energy) to meet up !

Mr. Sunshine and I haven’t met each other for more than 2 weeks now.
Crazy, right ?
Well, to be honest it’s not as bad as I expected it to be.
We still make an effort to talk to each other every night. And he has been sending me sweet letters (two so far), so it’s all good. *heart smiles*
But hey, I do miss him like gila banyak, okay !
I wonder how things would be if we ended up in different hospitals in different states. Argh, just the thought of it scares me.

It’s really nice to be home.
Especially when I haven’t been able to be around so much for the last 2 semesters.
To have Daddy wake me up in the mornings. Hee.
To have Marc making me laugh all the time.
To have Lene laughing at my silly jokes.

Speaking of the sister, this is a conversation between the two of us which happened a few days ago while we were lying down on my bed:

Lene: (sniffing her armpits vigorously) Smell my armpits, smell my armpits !
Melissa: (Puzzled)
Marlene: Really ! It smells good ! (sniffs armpits again) Palmolive !
Melissa: Hahahahahahahahaha !

Oh, Gan, thank you so much for this. *heart smiles*

I guess I’m off to bed now.
I have a talk (on God knows what) to attend to with my boss tomorrow. *yawns*
Fortunately there’s buffet lunch after that. So that’s something to look forward to. Haha.
Have a good night everyone.


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need advice on your medication ?

Currently feeling: Grateful
Currently listening to: You’re My Angel – Switchfoot

I got through all of my papers.
And I am officially done with my degree !
Like, finally !
Six years of ups and downs and downnnnns !

Mummy, even though you’re not here, I know you’d be sooo happy for me, kan ?
Thank you for your faith in me.

To Daddy for your never ending love, support, prayers and advice,
To Marc for keeping me sane whenever I’m on the verge of breaking down,
To Marlene for being there for me, giving me hope and encouragement through almost everything ! ,
To Akey, Gan, and Diana for believing in me when I did not, for never allowing me to give up, and for helping me get through the shitty times ! ,
To Zana and Nanab for everything we have been through together for the past four years,
To Adam for being such a sweetheart.,
To my extra special friends (you people know who you who are) never looked down on me when I felt like everything around me is crumbling down,
To Mr. Sunshine for all the time spent studying with me, for wiping my tears and holding my hands when I let the stress get to me,
And to the rest of the people who has been there for me all this while,
I thank you all from the bottom of heart !!

Sangat surreal okay !
Someone pinch me, please.

Eh, Pharmacy bukan senang tau !



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if only.

Currently feeling: Melancholic
Currently feeling: Because Of You – Kelly Clarkson

Life’s sad.
If only… I was smarter, not stupid, happier, more trusting blablabla.

Because of you, I find it hard to trust, not only me but everyone around me
Because of you, I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you, I don’t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you, I am afraid.

And this is just the least of my problems.


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marc’s convocation.

Currently feeling: Sick
Currently listening to: Straightjacket Feeling – The All-American Rejects

I’ve been wanting to blog since last Saturday night but,
1. The internet connection has been pretty shitty lately. Is everyone else experiencing the same situation ?
2. I have been pretty caught up with things, and
3. I’m down with fever and an irritating sore throat.

Marc had his convocation last Saturday !

I’m so very happy for him. The fact that he’s doing his degree right now also makes me even happier !
I always get all emotional during convocations. Okay, I’ve only been to two, the previous one being the ex’s. But still. Anyway, pictures !

Diana got engaged last Saturday too.
I couldn’t make it to the occasion due to Marc’s convocation lah kan.
But I went over to her place later that night just to see and congratulate her.
It’s sad that I didn’t get to see her all dolled up.

I was working yesterday and as a result of standing the whole day, my whole body and feet are aching like hell. Also, as a result of the weather, I came back home, having a fever. I think Daddy and Marc (they haven’t been too well lately either) might have also passed the flu bug to me.



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let’s have a slumber party.

Currently feeling: Melancholic
Currently listening to: Black Horse And The Cherry Tree – KT Tunstall

I’ve been away. Not literally.
Just have been dealing with some issues that have been lingering around me.

And also because the internet connection here has been terminated.

Pojie left last Sunday.
Yamin did so too, last Friday.
I didn’t know it’d be this sad.
I mean my tears were overflowing that Sunday morning.
Classmates for six years.
Housemates for one.
Wah, damn depressing isn’t it ?

I guess what happened is inevitable.
I guess I don’t handle people leaving very well.

People always leave.
(Peyton Sawyer, One Tree Hill)

Peyton reminds me so much of the sister.
She (the sister) thinks it’s a sign that she should get her hair permed.

What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, they say.
Yeah, right.

I wouldn’t mind a slumber party.
You know, the kind where I can talk about anything to my girlfriends, do each other’s nails and have pillow fights.

Hey you, I wished I had more nights like these with you.
You know, the kind where we can just sit together, hold hands and cuddle, and do nothing.
We don’t always need to have a plan or know what we want to do to be happy, right ?

Something is bloody wrong with my mouse.
And why the hell can’t I burn DVDs anymore ?

My eyes are tearing. Pedih.
I think it’s because of me overloading on mascara lately.
You know, to give the impression of wide peepers and cover up the fact that I have been losing on sleep and crying too much.

Oh, oh how could I have forgotten, I went to this waterfall last Saturday. I believe it was called Chilling or something. Chilling baby, how cool of a name is that ? Hee.



The guys went on and on complaining on how shallow the water had become due to the recent logging activities in the area. The water was filled with sand. It (the water) used to be up until over their heads, apparently.
But hey, that’s a good thing for me, okay ! Haha.
We had yummy barbequed chicken. Hee.
Ah, sad.
It’d probably be the last time that I’d ever see those people. I mean I won’t be seeing them for quite some time after this.

Okay, enough rambling this time.

I’ve got some serious thinking to do.


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