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Category: babble


Currently feeling: Annoyed
Currently listening to: Brightly Wound – Eisley

I dozed off the minute I got back from Jusco.
Daddy, Lene and I went there for dinner right after I got off work just now.
I was supposed to exercise, not sleep.
The after effect of that is I am feeling pretty very shitty right now.
And FAT.

I have two more days before I can start bumming at home which is something I am so looking forward to.
I doubt I’d ever have a chance to do anything of that sort once I start working.

Still no news about the posting whereabouts or date.
I hate waiting OK.
Just let us know lah kan !

It’s bloody warm tonight.


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premature baby.

Currently feeling: Flabby
Currently listening to: Wishing I Was There – Natalie Imbruglia

Mr. Sunshine told me he wanted to take a half an hour nap, two hours and fifteen minutes ago.
I don’t know whether I should be waking him up, he must be exhausted.

Today, a customer came in asking for something that both Gary (my boss’ brother) and I couldn’t understand. Then he said, “Mak saya selalu datang sini beli.” and gave us this you-should-know-my-mother look. It was funny because both of us just stared back at him while he repeatedly claimed that his mother is a regular at our pharmacy.
Come on lah kan, did he expect us to look at his face and then get a picture of how his mother looked like or something ?

Don’t worry people, you’ll only have to bear with these kinda stories until the end of this month which is another six days.
After that, you people will have to read about my whining and complaints about my real job. Can’t wait eh ?
*evil laugh*

Speaking of, rumour has it that we would be getting our posting letter next week and we’d have to report for work on the 15th of August.

My face is breaking out like mad.
What’s this on my chin ? What are these on my forehead ?
Ergh. Euww.
My unhealthy diet is to blame, I know.
I told you my body needed detoxification.
But chocolates and (fried) chicken are too hard to resist lah.
How now ?

I asked the sister whether she would give up meat to save the planet.
Her answer was, “No. We’re all gonna die anyway. Plus, they’re alive for us to eat. If we don’t eat them and let them reproduce and reproduce, what will happen ?”
Now you see why I love my sister ?
She made sense to me.
I was hoping she said no.
I wasn’t ready to give up my Spicy Chicken McDeluxe or Ayamas’ Spicy Drummets or Ayam Penyet or KFC. OMG, KFC !

Kak Siti had to undergo an emergency operation yesterday morning to save her baby. Her placenta broke down, and if they were an hour late, she might have lost the baby. Scary, isn’t it ?
The baby’s 7 months and two weeks premature. Oh, it’s a girl and she’s still under observation in NICU (Neonatal Intensive Care Unit).
I hope everything goes well for Kak Siti and her first child.

Life’s so fragile.

Hmm, I think I should wake Mr. Sunshine up.


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stretch marks.

Currently feeling: Anxious
Currently listening to: Back To Black – Amy Winehouse

Hi all.
As some of you might know, I have experienced a very somewhat traumatic experience with drains a huge drain.
For those of you who don’t have any idea about what I’m referring to, please click here.
So yeah, as a result, I have became a person who would rather take the long route around drains than walk across them.
But today, in an attempt to chase a customer who stupidly took the merchant copy of her credit card receipt, I ran, yes ran across the road and, JUMPED across a HUGE drain !
When it hit me that I just did what I did, and my heart started racing so fast I thought I was gonna collapse. I’m not joking, okay.
Who knew I could leap like that, eh ? You guys should have seen me in action. Haha.
But no worries, I’m alive and still in one piece. No bruises whatsoever. Hee.

I tried squeezing myself into my gold (coloured) kebaya earlier tonight.
The top fitted (it always did), but this time I managed to fit into the sarong.
(Okay, so I can’t really recall whether I could fit into the sarong the last time I tried it on lah actually) I was feeling on top of the world when I could zip the sarong up, but (I hate buts), I realized that I couldn’t walk, sit or, erm, breathe with it on, if not the zippers would just snap.
More work to be done on these humongous hips of mine.
That would be my goal then, to fit into my kebaya’s bottom without being stick thin.
I love my curves.
Did I just type that ?

The downside about losing (and gaining) weight is the stretch marks that come with the pengembangan and penguncupan of my body.
They’re disgustingly everywhere.
There you have it, one good reason for men not to date me.
I have stretch marks, guys.
Oh, and cellulite too.

Okay, enough body bashing.

Zana told me that the UIAM pharmacy graduates have already gotten to know where they will be posted.
A friend of mine (who is a graduate too) told me the same thing.
They’d be reporting for work on August 1.
So early hah !
Gosh I’m soooo anxious !


It would be perfect if I had a tub of ice cream with me now.
With nuts.
And chocolate fudge.


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Currently feeling: Okay
Currently listening to: Citadel – Anna Nalick

Marc’s back in Shah Alam as he’s no longer on medical leave.
But poor him, I just received a message from him saying that he’s still in pain.

Today an unusual number of people came to the pharmacy to buy pregnancy tests.

I am feeling somewhat normal.
Not too happy not too sad.
I guess that’s okay, right ?
I just have to keep reminding myself to breathe and to not be too hard on myself.
Which is pretty hard to do when you’re working with the kind people I am working with.

It’s already So far, there’s still no news about my hospital posting and the anticipation is no good for me.

I miss my Akey.
I miss having yummy home cooked meals at her place and staying up and talking until the wee hours of the morning.

I secretly wished I could write like the sister.

Has anyone ever tried TruDtox ?
This has nothing to do with me wanting to lose the extra pounds, okay.
But I just feel like giving it a try for its ‘body cleansing’ claims.
I checked it out at Watson’s the other day and it costs RM29.50 for a box of five sachets.

I think I have just realized the importance of getting enough sleep.

Oh, I HATE the toilet at my workplace.
It has FAT worms crawling all around. Yucks.

It just occurred to me that it has already been more than a year since The nasty Break Up.
I think I’m doing okay.
What do you think ?
To think that 12 months ago, I thought I wasn’t gonna be alive around this time.
His mum and sister still calls me once in awhile, though.
And he has sent me a couple of messages too.

Hmm, I wonder how my hips got this huge.
I’m blaming them (my hips) for my bad knees.

Daddy has been so engrossed in watching this Chinese TV series on NTV7 for the past few days.
He’s cute.

Okay lah people, I’m gonna check on Daddy and Lene.
Bubbye !


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Currently feeling: Fat
Currently listening to: Music Box – Mariah Carey

Sometimes I tend to worry too much to the extent that I start thinking about the unthinkable.
Thinking about the unthinkable gets me all agitated and stressed up.
If only my brain could take a break, have a Kit Kat or something.

I had a terribly boring day at work today.
The weather was gloomy and so was my mood.
I avoided making small talk with anyone today.
I just sat at one corner, with not very pleasant thoughts running through my head.
It literally gave me a headache.

I want to get married.
I honestly do.
Who’s interested ?

Chocolate is what I need now.
Or maybe I just need sleep.

Have you ever wished things were simpler ?


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Currently feeling: Melancholic
Currently listening to: Stand Up For Love – Destiny’s Child

Here I am, at home, watching episode after episode of One Tree Hill and chatting with Mr. Sunshine (not that it’s a bad thing).
But I could have been at Trevor’s place having a ball of a time !
Sighhhhhhhh !


I was out with Adam for dinner last night.
I had this !

My favourite burger, with TWO chicken patties !
Oh sangat sedap okay !

Mr. Coco, thank you for dinner, donuts and the M&M’s !
We shall try to catch a movie next time, okay ?
Oh, and thanks for being such a great friend.
Love you lah !

I’m getting really bored of my blog layout.
It needs a revamp.
I need a revamp !

Something is not right with my lappie !

I think I need to go slow on the exclamation marks.


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blood type.

Currently feeling: Bored
Currently listening to: I Need You – LeAnn Rimes

Today at work I had to deal with:
a) One guy who tried to read me, as in tried to guess my character as a person (and even my blood type). Even though he was right about a few things, I don’t really find strangers trying to interpret how I am, amusing.
b) One guy who tried to hold my hands more than a couple of times while I was checking his glucose and blood pressure levels. At first I thought he was afraid of being poked during the glucose test, but he can’t be afraid of the blood pressure monitor’s cuff, right ?
b) And another who tried to read my breasts instead of the display showing how much cash he had to hand to me. And mind you, I wasn’t wearing anything revealing.


It’s not even 11 p.m and I’m feeling sleepy already.


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being bald is sexy, right ?

Currently feeling: Perplexed
Currently listening to: Lullaby – Shawn Mullins

Gosh, it’s been awhile since I’ve heard this song.
Brings back sweet memories.

I am balding, people.
It’s no joke or drama.
I am seriously balding !
My friend cum hairdresser agrees with me.
Would anyone of you walk around with me if I was hairless ?

Today a young boy came to the pharmacy asking, “Akak, nak racun satu.
Although I knew that he was asking for a cream (the container had the word ‘racun‘ on it), I still felt like laughing. Okay, so I did laugh actually. *blushes*

While I’m typing this, my anti virus has detected 7 viruses.
And it has only been scanning 26% of my hard drive.
I should be worried, shouldn’t I ?
I know I should worry about my lappie’s screen.
It has begin to act like it did a few months ago. Ergh.
I’m sending it to the service centre before the warranty ends.

Everything’s gonna be alright, rockabye, rockabye.


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charlie’s angels.

Currently feeling: Okay
Currently listening to: Tender – Blur

I guess I really needed tonight.
Was out with Annisa and two of her cousins.
I’m exhausted yet energized.
Does that make sense ?

I miss my Sunshine.

I need to watch a movie, people.
Sila lah ajak saya ye, thank you.


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love handles.

Currently feeling: Tired
Currently listening to: Love Will Tear Us Apart – Fall Out Boy

…I hate them and I wished there was a way to zap them away in a few minutes.

Marc’s finally out of the hospital but he’s still in pain.
Poor him.

I received another love letter today.

I’m too tired to rant on.


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