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mati pecah.

Currently feeling: Frustrated
Currently listening to: Black Hole -Aqualung

Yesterday I managed to get a Commissioner for Oaths at Wisma Central to sign my statutory declaration form for no charge at all.
He said that since I’m just starting to work, it was on him.
Nice, huh ?
So I was feeling all gleefully and lucky and was about to brag about it to Mr. Sunshine when he told me that he got his done for free too.
*straight face*

Lene and I watched The Dark Knight while waiting for buka yesterday.
It was her first time watching it and the second for me.
I broke my fast in the cinema with water and my usual daily tablets.
We had Burger King after that.

I just came to know that we (my classmates and I) might only be reporting for duty after Raya.
That’s such a HUGE disappointment for me.
I have been a stay-at-home pharmacist for a month now and probably would continue to be one for another whole month (or more).
This whole thing sucks big time OK.
My brain cells are obviously half dead already from all the sleeping and nonsense I’ve been doing/reading online.
And not to mention that I am dead broke.
Siapa nak ajak saya keluar sila belanja saya, okay ? Thanks.

But next month is Ramadhan already, so I guess I should try focusing on other things to get my mind off this stupid mess.
Like praying and cooking.
I guess.

Who I am trying to kid ?
I AM SO FUCKING FRUSTRATED !

There.

Have a nice day, everyone.
*fake smile*

xoxo

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u41 p1t4.

Currently feeling: Moody
Currently listening to: Something Good – Bic Runga

The SPA offer letter just arrived in my mailbox today.

Shall update later.

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stitches.

Currently feeling: Melancholic
Currently listening to: Bridge Over Troubled Water – Aretha Franklin

I am feeling (and looking) very much like my normal self right now. Alhamdulillah.
I managed to squeeze in an hour of workout yesterday and I finished a (large) bowl of Maggi.
I don’t think I can chew on really hard and crunchy stuff yet though.
I would be having my stitches removed later this afternoon and if everything goes well, Lene and I would be meeting Baby after that.

Emotionally, I hate to say that I have seen better days.

I miss my Sunshine.
Sigh.

xoxo

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instant chicken soup

Currently feeling: Okay
Currently listening to: Telescope Eyes – Eisley

Good morning.
I am aware that it is past noon but it is morning to me as I just woke up.
The little joys of being unemployed and not to mention, broke. Haha.
My swelling had slightly reduced and the pain is bearable. Alhamdulillah.
I have managed to go two days without analgesics yo !

The only thing that is annoying me right now is this lappie of mine.
It seems to be getting worse by the day.

I have been feeling nauseous since last night. It could be the instant chicken soup I had for dinner (cum breakfast cum lunch). It had a peculiar after taste. Maybe because I added too much black pepper seasoning ?
Or maybe it’s just the medications.

Okay now I’m bored.
It’s at times like these I wish I had classes to go, hospitals to be attached to, and my classmates to laugh with and tease me.
Sigh.

xoxo

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chew cheek.

Currently feeling: Uncomfortable
Currently listening to: Stoppin’ The Love – KT Tunstall

I had trouble getting some shut-eye last night.
One reason being the pain I was in in and another being I just wasn’t sleepy.
I watched When Harry Met Sally and hoped that Mr. Sunshine would wake up from his slumber to sweet talk me out of my misery. If you guessed he did not, then you’re right.
When I finally dozed off, I kept being waken up by the pain.
Ergh.
Can you blame me for being cranky ?
I am chicken AND sleep deprived !

My dentist just gave me a call.
He reassured me that things were gonna be okay in a couple of days and that it wouldn’t hurt during the removal of the stitches next Monday.
He owes me lunch if it did.
He was laughing while asking me whether I could exercise.
*straight face*
Can make fun some more !
You see the other day after the surgery I asked him, “So I can’t exercise lah ?”
And he went, “No, avoid exercising for this week. No vigorous movements that will increase blood flow which can lead to increased bleeding.”
He paused and continued, “But why do you want to exercise for ?”
Funny guy, eh ?
We all need exercise, doctor !
Don’t get me wrong, I love my dentist. Not LOVE love, just love.
He’s nice.

I just want my exercise.

Day three post dental surgery and Daddy says the swelling has reduced slightly.
I don’t see any difference.
I still feel like I’m chewing a small part of my cheek when I try to close my mouth.
Ouch.

Oh well, apart from all that dental drama, my life is pretty drama-less nowadays.
I do nothing except sleep, eat, exercise (pre-dental drama), go online, watch movies, read occasionally, and joke around with Daddy and Lene.
So, no other complaints.
*tries to smile*
Ouch.

xoxo

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i taste blood.

Currently feeling: Pained
Currently listening to: Beautiful – India.Arie

Day Two post dental surgery, and my cheek has swelled up to its max.
Well, I hope this is the maximum because I wouldn’t want it to get any bigger.
I initially thought of uploading a photo of how I look like right now but I didn’t want any of you to die of a heart attack or of laughing too much.
So far, besides Daddy and Lene, Annisa and Mr. Sunshine (I sent my picture to them online) are the only people who have seen me in this puffed up (and painful) state.
Daddy and Lene actually made fun of how I look like.
I don’t blame them, I would make fun of me too.

Mr. Sunshine has been trying his very best to cheer me up.
I pity the poor guy for having to deal with my volatility and nonsense.

I taste blood the whole time.
Yucks.

It still hurts and it’s bloody damn uncomfortable.

I had Bubur Ayam McD last night and I had to mash the chicken pieces in it for me to be able to just suck them in.
I had two servings of ice cream too.
I wanted to have more because the pain and discomfort seemed to go away while I’m stuffing my mouth with ice cream but I don’t think my throat would be too happy.

I haven’t had anything (yet) to eat today.
Daddy insists that I should eat something so he’s going to get me the porridge again.
I have been taking my antibiotics without food. So much for showing a good example as a pharmacist.
I wish I could chew on raisins (nyum !) or finish that bar of Van Houten (nyumm nyummm !) in the fridge !

I weighed in at 51 kgs after I had my bath an hour ago.
I was 55 kgs two months ago. 48 kgs a year ago (sigh), 60 kgs five years ago (I know, crazy right ! The ex lah, sumbat me with everything and anything edible !), not that it mattered to any of you lah kan *edited* any of you are keeping count lah kan.
Anywayyy, I believe that the weighing scale is trying to play tricks on me.
OK maybe not, but I’m sure to put on weight as soon as I can take solid food again so I’m not gonna jump in joy. Not that I can jump, anyway.
I can’t even walk up and down the stairs without the impact hurting me.
The last time I had a workout was last Monday morning before the surgery.
Two days without exercise is making me feel flabby.
Ergh.

Please remind me to never go for any kind of surgery in the future.
I don’t think I have the patience for all this.

Or maybe I am just extremely bored.
And subconsciously hungry.

Does this qualify as an emo post ?

xoxo

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puffer fish.

Currently feeling: Pained
Currently listening to: Syrup And Honey – Duffy

I shall start off with wishing Cheryl, a very very very Happy Birthday !
You know I love you !

OK so I am still experiencing slight discomfort and unfortunately, I do not think it’ll go away anytime soon. I have been avoiding analgesics. I don’t want to rely on them too much.
I look like a puffer fish. A puffer fish with a deflated right cheek.
Up until yesterday I didn’t know that dentists use pliers as their forceps.
No joke. They looked exactly like (huge) pliers except they were erm, shinier lah.
The whole ‘drilling, pulling and blood mixed with saliva squirting out (onto the dental assistant’s face)’ process took about an hour.
I am not allowed to take hot and solid food for the time being.
Guess what my dentist told me is the best thing to eat right now (post surgery) ?
Ice cream !
How about that, a dentist encouraging you to eat ice cream.
How about cavities then, doctor ? Hehe.

Sadly, I can’t take too much ice cream because my throat isn’t in a very good condition. I woke up yesterday sounding like a sexy hunk.
I should have delayed the surgery as my sore throat might lead to an easy wound infection but I insisted that I wanted to have it done yesterday.
I don’t know when else I would be free (to stay at home for a week with a swollen cheek, that is).

You know when you actually have a reason not to eat, that’s also when you start getting the aroma of fried rice lah, fried chicken lah, Nasi Lemak lah.
Sigh.

Lene and I did some shopping at Capzooed, Capsquare last Sunday.
There were loads of cheap and awesome stuffs !
We were hoping to meet Baby but it turned out she was only there on Saturday.

I spent Saturday night at Akey’s place.
We turned 10 !
Alhamdulillah.

I am bored.

xoxo

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wisdom tooth.

Currently feeling: Pained
Currently listening to: Used To Love U – John Legend

Currently in pain as I am recovering from a wisdom tooth extraction I had this afternoon.
I have stitches in my mouth and my cheek is swollen.
Will blog more when this discomfort lessens.

xoxo

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cheese yaki.

Currently feeling: Constipated
Currently listening to: Falling Out Of Love – Aqualung

It finally rained today eh.

I had a lunch date at KLCC with Nanie today. We had Cordon Bleu at Secret Recipe.

The oh so talkative Nanie and I.

I was supposed to be on a so-called detox diet but I screwed that up last night when I had a bar of Cadbury.

I’ve been wanting to update on the happenings over the last weekend (and a few other things) but every time I sat down in front of my lappie (which is still having the same stupid screen problems albeit it’s motherboard being replaced, and guess what, the warranty just ended last week), all geared up to blog, my thoughts just gets sucked in. Or out. Whichever you prefer.

And here I am, giving it another try.

I spent my Friday night last week celebrating the July babies, Marlene, Trevor and Paul. Half of us had delicious sushi at Sakae Sushi while the others who arrived a bit later ate at Bavarian Bierhaus which is also where we sang Happy Birthday and shared cupcakes yang sedap. Cheryl couldn’t make it that night. I miss you lah ! Sigh.
Trevor, Barath and Gan took home some beer kegs. I honestly do not know what they were gonna do with them but they seemed pretty excited. Hehe.

Some candid photos from the night.

Those cupcakes (in the box on the table) were delicious.

My happy Gombak people.

Trevor, this was supposed to be candid. Marlene didn’t really enjoy her smoothie.

According to James, he looks weird here. Well, I beg to differ.
Now James, this is what we call weird.

I just had to post this one up. Feli darling, I sangat LOVE your hair OK.

Mr. Sunshine was here last weekend too.
So the family and I dragged him and Linn along for dinner at Koryowon. It was actually planned more than a month ago lah.

I love this shot !

This is where all of you should go “Awwww…”. Haha.


I had a happy (and tiring) Sunday with Mr. Sunshine.
We decided to take the LRT instead of driving to Pavilion.
I think we walked too much because my legs were really sore and I was sweating like hell.
While we were taking a break at Coffee Bean, and I had my handbag on my lap, my legs started feeling cold and wet. I figured I might have been sweating a lot more than I thought. But when I lifted my bag up, this is what I saw.

Here’s a close up.

Don’t go flagging my blog because of this photo please.

My bag was wet too and I found out that the bottle of mineral water in my bag had spilled. Luckily my camera was out of the bag. Yes my camera is my life. You can ask Mr. Sunshine on how angry I was and how he was forced to wash the camera strap he accidentally dipped in my Sizzling Mee gravy there and then.
I’m sorry for being such a pain, sayang.


But at the end of it all, this guy can sure put a huge smile on my face (and heart).

Marlene’s Physics tutor turned out to be my senior from school.

Daddy has been watching DVDs every day for the past one week. Every single day I tell you.

I have so many places that I wanna go.
Johor to meet Zana and Nanab. And maybe Mr. Sunshine’s family too.
Penang to meet Yamin. I promised her such a long time ago already.
But I am not exactly in a financially able condition to travel anywhere apart from shopping malls (to window shop, that is).
Oh sigh.

I have this blob of phlegm which is perpetually here in my throat.
It can get very annoying as I am not the type who spits phlegm (or anything else, well maybe except chewing gum) out.
So it’s just there, irritating my throat.

I managed to clear up my tonnes and tonnes of photos in my hard disk. 13 GB worth of photos to be exact.
Clearing up means that I have arranged them nicely in proper folders.
Something I should have probably done a year ago.
I found a few photos of the ex which I forgot to delete before.
And a whole bunch of photos while I was thin. I honestly do miss being thin.

Oh well, what’s important is that I am healthy (I think), breathing and able, right ?
Alhamdulillah.
I am not fat you know.
Haha. Trying hard to console myself here.

Now that wasn’t such a bad blogging attempt eh ?

xoxo

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angels.

Currently feeling: Pained
Currently listening to: Music – Mariah Carey

As of tomorrow, I am officially unemployed.
I was a tad emotional at work just now, not because it was my last day but because it was today that I managed to finish reading Marian Keyes’ Angels and the ending actually brought tears to my eyes (laugh all you want). I was also in tears when a lady, who during her last visit to the pharmacy had gotten to know about Mummy’s passing, came and while stroking my arm she said, “Kesian dia dah tak ada mak tau” to her friend.
Sigh.

I hope SPA or KKM won’t take too long to send us those offer letters otherwise they’d have to deal with my slow-working brain cells.

Looks like I’m gonna be fairly busy for the next three days with a dentist appointment, a dinner with the Gombak people, a dinner with the family and a one-whole-day (or half) date with Mr. Sunshine.

Then it’ll be Monday where I need to start fasting as I have another six more days to ganti. Not to forget, another thirty days of nazar.

My whole body’s aching.
I long for a massage. *hint hint*

So now I can finally laze around at home like most of my classmates.
Woohoo ?

xoxo

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