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Category: babble


Currently feeling: Sad
Currently listening to: Nothing

My placement letter arrived today. Alhamdulillah.
I called up the Jabatan Kesihatan Wilayah Persekutuan, Kuala Lumpur and I was told to report there on the 6th.
I’m pretty sure we’re gonna have to start working the very next day (or maybe that evening itself ?).
I’m trying very hard to relax and not think about me not having a place to stay and having no idea how to get to work, yet because I will only find out which hospital I’d be placed in on the 6th itself.
But that’s working life I guess.
I’d have to keep reminding myself to be grateful and to take things as they come.

The whole idea of starting work is scaring me a bit.
I believe I can remember more about what’s going on in Britney Spears’ life (as a result of being a very,very ardent reader of the online tabloids) than what dose of carbamazepine to give to an epileptic patient.

I have this real special ability to automatically and continuously place food in my mouth even when I am not hungry.
This ability annoys me at times.

I need a new weighing scale.


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Currently feeling: Flabby
Currently listening to: Nothing

I changed my mobile number for the zillionth time.
I apologize if I have caused any trouble to anyone.
I’m gonna try to stick to this one.
For at least one year. Haha.
But seriously, I am gonna try to keep this one.
I kinda really like the number.

I haven’t received my placement letter yet and I am in a sort of confused state right now. My friend from UIAM told me that her friends who were placed in HUKM or PPUM, were told to report at those hospitals, so she claims that I would be posted in Putrajaya. But another classmate of mine actually was told to report to Putrajaya and I wasn’t.
Confusing enough ?
I guess I’d just wait for the official letter. But knowing me, I can’t really get this whole thing outta my head.


I need to get a place to stay, eh ?
I’m gonna try to get a room all to myself this time around.

I have skipped working out for three days in a row now.
I was pretty tied up over the weekend and I was just plain lazy today.
This seriously cannot go on. I wouldn’t wanna balloon up (again).
I don’t need to be 46 kilograms like I used to because looking back at my old photos, it’s true when people say I don’t really look good at that weight.
I’d be pretty satisfied if I can maintain my weight at 48/49 kilograms.
I think.
I hope.

Raya is next week and I hope I am still eligible for some duit Raya since I am still unemployed. Hee.
It still doesn’t feel the same without Mummy around.

Uncle Razak and Uncle Tan came over last Sunday with heaps of food for buka. Chee Cheong Fun, Nasi Dagang, Nasi Kerabu, some local kuih and cupcakes !
It was so sweet of them. I was so satiated !
It’s sad that I had to cancel on Annisa yet again on that day. Sigh.

I honestly just wanna stay at home this week.

Has anyone watched Mamma Mia ?
I plan to bring the sister out to watch it after she’s done with her exams.

I miss my Sunshine.


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kay ell.

Currently feeling: Perplexed
Currently listening to: Warwick Avenue – Duffy

So I gave in to my curiosity, my friends were one by one telling me the states in which they’re posted to since yesterday and kept pestering me to call. I insisted that I wanted to wait for the official letter, or in other words, I was too lazy.
But this morning I picked up the phone and gave KKM a call.
I got to know that…

…I am posted in KL ! Alhamdulillah.
I am to report for duty at Jabatan Kesihatan Wilayah Persekutuan, Kuala Lumpur on October 3rd. On that day too, they’d let me know the exact hospital I’d be working in for the next one year.
I’m not left with many choices, though. My friends who are placed in Hospital Kuala Lumpur were already told to report for duty there itself.
So I’m assuming I’m gonna be at either HUKM or PPUM.
Or Putrajaya, if they count it as in Kuala Lumpur lah. (I know it has its own Wilayah).
So yeah.
The sad news is, Mr Sunshine is posted to Terengganu.
*straight face*
He’s feeling pretty down about it. So am I !
*sad face*



OK lah wish me luck, people !
I’m going out for buka with Adam in awhile.


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terribly jelly.

Currently feeling: Stuffed
Currently listening to: Nothing

Someone has gotta help remind me that excessive sugar intake is bad for me.
I just gobbled down half a bag of jelly beans.
And I feel terrible.

Bila Man Utd nak score ni !


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soaking hippo.

Currently feeling: Stuffed
Currently listening to: Nothing

This household has finally subscribed to Astro ! Alhamdulillah.
Daddy’s pretty excited. OK, OK, so am I lah !
Jakun kan saya ini.

Mr. Sunshine came over for buka just now. He brought my favourite, Kuih Badak Berendam ! *smiles* I ate four out of the five ‘badaks’. Haha.
He took me to Jusco after buka, to get some Raya cards and get my silver ring cleaned.
He is currently going on and on claiming that my Ayam Masak Lemak Cili Api was yummy. So tipu !
He’s trying to get me to cook for him again. Fat hopes, awak. *senyum manja*

I miss my lappie so much. Sobs.

The sister is currently sitting for her SPM trials.
She is so rajin OK. I’m so embarassed because I don’t remember being as studious as her when I was sitting for my trials (or SPM for that matter).
She has her book(s) with her everywhere she goes.
Bangganya ada adik macam itu.

Was online with Marc for a bit just now.
It has been two weeks since he last came back home.
He’s recovering from a fever he had the past week.
Poor him, swamped with loads of work to do while he’s not well.

My classmates just informed me that KKM has posted our placement letters. *gulp*
And, that we’re gonna report to work on October 3rd (some say 5th). But that’s like a couple of days after Raya !
But whatever it is, I am still grateful that I’m going to start working (and getting paid) soon. Alhamdulillah.

But if we’re starting to work so soon, that means I wouldn’t have enough time to lose a few more kilos.
Darn it.
What ? I didn’t say I’m fat OK.

My back hurts.
I should stop slouching. My posture’s getting worse.


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a frog under the coconut shell.

Currently feeling: Flabby
Currently listening to: Nothing

My body’s aching.
Heart too.

My lappie’s at the service centre (again) and I haven’t even started on the mission Feli has sent me on last Tuesday.

m e l i s s a said: i knw i have this fren who’s like gila SATC
m e l i s s a said: she nearly died when i told her ive never watched an episode
Fifi said: omg
Fifi said: NOT AN EPISODE?
Fifi said: i can understand a season
Fifi said: but NOT AN EPISODE
Fifi said: MEL
m e l i s s a said: NO
Fifi said: now that ur free
Fifi said: PLS go and dl
m e l i s s a said: ok dont tell me u oso wanna die
Fifi said: i wanna DIE
Fifi said: complain complain u so free, THERE i give u MISSION
Fifi said: hahaha
m e l i s s a said: omigosh so fun
m e l i s s a said: got mission !
m e l i s s a said: hahahaha
m e l i s s a said: but dl so long lah !!
Fifi said: -_-
Fifi said: r u being sarcastic missu
Fifi said: *missy
m e l i s s a said: eh no lah
m e l i s s a said: trust me
m e l i s s a said: i am really excited
m e l i s s a said: doesnt take much to get me excited ok these days
Fifi said: NOO
Fifi said: ok do u have bit comet
m e l i s s a said: :$
Fifi said: torrents
m e l i s s a said: yup yup
m e l i s s a said: i do
Fifi said: ok go isohunt
Fifi said: torrent
Fifi said: and DOWNLOAD it
Fifi said:
Fifi said: search for the seasons
Fifi said: and downloadddddddd
Fifi said: and when 1 finish watch it while dl’ing 2
Fifi said: like that la
Fifi said: got 6
m e l i s s a said: oooooh ok !
m e l i s s a said: hehe
m e l i s s a said: im getting all hyper
m e l i s s a said: 😐
m e l i s s a said: ive been watching oth season 1 to 5 over n over again
Fifi said: -_-
Fifi said: OMG
Fifi said: ok
Fifi said: 1. SATC
Fifi said: 2. SUPERNATURAL
m e l i s s a said: supernatural is the one with jensen ackles rite
Fifi said: yes and jared padalacki *drools*
m e l i s s a said: haha
Fifi said: im telling u those boys are SO hot
Fifi said: and PB season 4
Fifi said: so much to watch
Fifi said: pls tell me u’ve watched friends
m e l i s s a said: hmm how many seasons did they have ?
Fifi said: 10
m e l i s s a said: i think i watched the olddd seasons
Fifi said: -_—————–
Fifi said: MELISSA
m e l i s s a said: ok died edi hah
Fifi said: whats that last plot u remember
m e l i s s a said: :S
m e l i s s a said: errrrrrrr
Fifi said: i die edy
m e l i s s a said: ok rachel was not with ross edi
m e l i s s a said: ross had a lesbian wife or something
m e l i s s a said: omg am i getting this rite
m e l i s s a said: :S
Fifi said: OMG
Fifi said: SEASON 1 mixed with SEASON 5
Fifi said: hahahaha
Fifi said: MELISSA ur friendsology is v bad
m e l i s s a said: :S
Fifi said: tsktsk
Fifi said: hahaha
m e l i s s a said: i feel like dying now
m e l i s s a said: hahaha
m e l i s s a said: eh friends can still get meh ?
Fifi said: ross’ lesbo wife is season 1
Fifi said: hahahah
Fifi said: me oso
Fifi said: haha
m e l i s s a said: like so long edi
Fifi said: can la
Fifi said: i think can
m e l i s s a said: omg im so katak
m e l i s s a said: n i complain of having nothing to do
m e l i s s a said: 😐

Uhm. She almost died. Twice.

I had steamboat buffet with Mr. Sunshine and his friends last Wednesday and I’m still stuffed until this very moment.

I don’t feel like blogging anymore.


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Currently feeling: Sleepy
Currently listening to: Far More – The Honorary Title

I am sleepy.
It’s against my nature to be up this early on a holiday.
Daddy woke me up as I had to go to the post office and get some errands done just now.

My eyes are stinging.

Oh yeah, I’m fasting today !

Diana came over yesterday evening and she had hopes of going to the Ramadhan Bazaar here but when we got there, it just occurred to me that it was a Monday and it was the ‘night market day’. So, we walked around the night market instead.
We ate at Wira Tomyam. I can’t remember the last time I had rice with food like that. I don’t even eat when I cook at home.
We took photos outside the house before she left, which was after Isya’.

It’s good to see that her man makes her happy.
After all these years of being with the wrong guys, she has finally found someone she’s gonna spend the rest of her life with and I am sooooo happy for her !
Her wedding’s gonna be at the end of next year. Alhamdulillah.

I tried going back to bed but I just couldn’t.
I’m thinking of when is the best time to exercise today.
Diana thinks I should not lose any more weight.
Well, so does Mr. Sunshine but he didn’t think I needed to lose weight in the first place so his opinion doesn’t count. Kidding !
I just to need to shake off a couple more kilograms and that’s it, you won’t hear me whining anymore. Haha, yeah right, I don’t even believe myself when I say that.

I’m gonna do some YouTubing lah.


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weigh them.

Currently feeling: Melancholic
Currently listening to: Make This Go On Forever – Snow Patrol

Hello all.
I haven’t started fasting, yet.

I had buka with Mr. Sunshine last night and he claims that I seem to be shrinking every time he sees me. So tipu !
Well, I have lost a bit of weight. A bit only OK.
But I can fit into my one of my old jeans already. *jumps in joy*
Still haven’t tried my gold kebaya’s bottom.
One thing that has been bugging me is my increasing bust size.
I think they now weigh 1 kg, each.
I am serious. You see, I have managed to get my body measurements back to what they were last year (my bust is an exception) but I weigh 2 kgs heavier.
I have logically concluded that excess weight is contributed by these two mammiferous lumps of fat.
I refuse to believe it’s muscle weight.
*shakes head*

More than a year ago, a friend and I stopped talking to each other. (I shall not break into the details because as at now, they’re immaterial.)
It was heartbreaking as we were very close, we used to have our girls’ outings where we would eat, gossip, and rant all we want.
I haven’t been able to get her and our friendship out of my mind since then.
The more I tried to tell myself to move on, the more I feel like reaching out to her.
Last week I decided to send her a message (after chatting with another friend who also have not been in contact with her) through Facebook, just to apologize and to tell her that I miss her.
I did not think she would reply but she did !
One message led to another and then we decided that we had meet up.
So, we (along with the other friend) met for buka last Tuesday.
I was so nervous all the way to KLCC. When we finally saw each other, there were hugs and a few tears and apologies.
So that was it, we continued to talk and laugh over a pretty heavy dinner, just like the old times.
Here’s to my old friend, Dayana or Dee as she is affectionately called. Let’s not have any more silent treatments, OK ?
Love you.

Cheryl, Dee and I.

P/S: Thanks so much for dinner, you both.

I have been busy with cooking lately.
*thinks of what to cook tomorrow*

Here’s a little note for my dear friend, Felicia who hasn’t been feeling too well lately.
I really hope you’re feeling better now.
And remember, baby steps OK ?
We must go out for chocolate soon.
I LOVE YOU. *hugs*


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Currently feeling: Hungry
Currently listening to: Nothing

I can’t start fasting today.


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urine analysis.

Currently feeling: Okay
Currently listening to: I Believe – Blessid Union Of Souls

I was at HKL yesterday morning for my medical checkup.
It took me a good ten minutes to fill in all of the forms they provided.
They measured my height and weight was measured and to my surprise, I was two centimetres taller than I’ve always thought I was. But then again the reading could have been inaccurate.
Then my eyes were tested. The usual close-one-eye-and-read-the-alphabets routine. I’m grateful my eyes are still working perfectly.
Then I was told to fill two containers half full with my urine. I was pretty worried as I was fasting and I didn’t know whether I was gonna have enough urine to fill them up. Zana even reminded to bring a bottle of water, just in case.
It turned out I had more urine in me that I thought. I filled both containers. Full !
And I still had some more if they wanted me to fill a third one.
OK sorry, I am done disgusting you with tales of my urine.
After that Daddy and I had to walk to the main building to pass my urine sample to the lab and get my X-Ray done.
I am told to come back on the 10th to get my results and the rest of my checkup done.
Oh, I had to go to my dentist to get him to stamp the teeth checkup section of the medical checkup form.
Have I ever told you guys I loved my dentist ?
He is like the best dentist ever OK. Sangat cool !

I do not need to fast anymore. I am done with all my ganti-ing.

Annisa and I were at Putrajaya to watch the Malaysian International Fireworks Competition last night.
The admission was free because this year’s show wasn’t a competition.
The show started a few minutes after 10 p.m. and we witnessed half an hour of an insanely beautiful (read: orgasmic) fireworks show. I tried snapping photos with my camera but they did not turn out very nice. Not nice at all, actually. I recorded a video instead. However, Annisa managed to get wonderful snapshots with her Super Camera (yes that’s what I’m calling it, who cares if it’s an SLR ke DSLR ke). The both of us were sweating throughout the whole thirty minutes and my hands were sore from holding my camera up for so long, I can’t imagine how Annisa felt holding her huge camera. I can’t wait to get the photos from her camera.

Happy Merdeka, everyone !


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