cash.

Currently feeling: Messed Up
Currently listening to: Marc playing the guitar

I promised myself that I would put up a strong front in front of them.
I promised myself that I would never break down in front of them.
I promised myself that no matter what happened, I should always smile, make dumb jokes, laugh it off and pretend that nothing is bugging me when in actuality I feel like I have the weight of the whole world on my shoulders.

I broke that promise today.

Fuck. I hate myself.

xoxo