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Month: December 2010


Dec
2010

happy 2011 !

categories: babble
Here’s wishing everyone a fantastic 2011 !!

From Mr Sunshine and I. 😉

xoxo
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Dec
2010

2010 wrap up.

categories: babble, notes to self

Hello.
Don’t worry, I’m in an okay mood right now, so this won’t be another ’emo’ post. Hehe. :p
In about a day’s time we’d be ushering in the year 2011 !
Alhamdulillah, I can say that 2010 has been a good year albeit it having some minor setbacks.
Since I am in such good spirits tonight I’m gonna list down a summary of my happenings in 2010. 😀

  1. The highlight of the year for me is of course my marriage to the most awesome husband a woman can ever ask for ! (Ini bukan bodek ye. Hehe.) Alhamdulillah. Mr Sunshine’s wonderful family who welcomed me into their family with open arms is a true blessing for me. Alhamdulillah. 😀
  2. Mr Sunshine and I went for our first honeymoon in Langkawi this year. It was an unforgettable trip ! Reminiscing about it still gives me butterlies in my tummy. *blushes*
  3. I have gained 4 kilograms since I got hitched ! But Mr Sunshine says I’m “tetap comel !”. Haha.
  4. My family came to visit Mr Sunshine and I here in Terengganu in February and we had a blast !
  5. Dealt with a few health issues of my own. 
  6. Marc graduated, was a management trainee for half a year and is now a working man ! Alhamdulillah. 🙂
  7. I turned 26 this year and Mr Sunshine surprised me with something I have always wanted ! We also made time for a short but fun trip to Genting, Kuantan and Cherating for my birthday ! ;D
  8. Got roasted. 
  9. Mr Sunshine and I enjoyed the company of my in-laws when they came over in June. 😀
  10. Cried like a baby when Brazil lost to the Netherlands during the World Cup ! Argh, I’m still so tak puas hati !
  11. Had the best weekend ever !
  12. Lost a friend.
  13. Made a few new ones. Hello Mel ! Hello Eka ! *waves frantically*
  14. I got confirmed this year too. Alhamdulillah. 
  15. Gobbled up almost all of our delicious Raya cookies before Raya. Hehe.
  16. Mr Sunshine and I celebrated our first Raya as husband and wife and boy, it was an amazing experience. 🙂
  17. Watched a movie at the Terengganu’s first TGVcineplex, in Mesra Mall, Kerteh which just opened the week before. 😀
  18. I had a hard time accepting the fact that Mr Sunshine and I were gonna have to stay here in Terengganu longer than I had expected to.
  19. Mr Sunshine turned 25 ! My gift for him was not as extravagant as his was for me, which made it not blog worthy. Sobs.
  20. Annisa and I went for a splendid mini getaway here in Terengganu. 
  21. Daddy was warded for a week due to pneumonia. 🙁
  22. And the latest good news, Lene passed her driving examination yesterday !! Yay !
Whether good or bad, I am grateful for everything that I have been blessed with, this year. Alhamdulillah.
As for resolutions, since I successfully achieved my ONLY resolution I made for this year (haha), I am gonna go ahead and make one for next year.
For 2011, I want to BE A BETTER CLINICAL PHARMACIST, which means I have to pull up my socks and stop making excuses for myself.
All this while, I have actually been stressing over my own incompetency (and laziness). Sad, but true.
Let’s see how it goes next year, eh ? InshaAllah.

What are your 2011 resolutions ?

Since New Year’s Day is not a public holiday for us here in Terengganu, and I will be working this weekend ( and on January 1st), Mr Sunshine and I will be celebrating the new year in our humble abode, just the two of us. InshaAllah. 🙂

Have a good weekend everyone ! 😀

xoxo

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Dec
2010

i feel like quitting my job.

categories: emo, work

Seriously, that’s how I have been feeling for the past two weeks.
Mr Sunshine has received two text messages from me telling that, “Saya seriously nak berhenti kerja !” while I was at work.
I don’t know what has gotten into me, but lately I have not been able to handle all the stress at work so well.
It could be due to the recent going ons in my life, with Daddy being unwell, with the distracting pain I have been enduring and of course, work itself.

Even one minuscule thought about work can make me soooo tensed up, I get worried that I might go crazy.
Take this morning for example, I woke up and work was the first thing that crossed my mind, I felt all the muscles in my body tighten while I stared at the ceiling trying to calm myself down.

I can burst into tears any time right now.

I’m happy for those of you who are at peace with your respective jobs and love doing it day in day out but I just can’t say the same for myself.

I do not know how long I can go on faking smiles.

P.S: THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL YOU KIND THOUGHTS AND WELL WISHES HERE, ON FACEBOOK OR THROUGH THE PHONE ! YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME ! YES, I MEAN YOU ! ;D

xoxo

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