July 2008 - Page 2 of 6

Month: July 2008

23
Jul
2008

school.

categories: besties, family, mr. sunshine

Currently feeling: Low
Currently listening to: Shackles – Mary Mary

I was awakened by knocks on my door this morning.
Daddy came in saying, “Kereta rosak lah.” with a huge sigh.
Again ? I thought to myself.
He asked me whether I could pick Lene up from school.
I said okay.

I was disturbed just looking at Daddy’s frustrated face.
Funny that I had this happy dream about me being able to be around all the people I love and everyone was just so happy. You were all in my dream last night, you know.
Dreams.
Sigh.
It didn’t help that I also woke up realizing that my silver necklace snapped.
I managed to save the pendant, thankfully.
It was a gift from Mr. Sunshine.

I left the house at around 12:35 p.m. Lene finishes school at 1 p.m.
I refused to bring an umbrella along because I just don’t like the idea of carrying one around. I once had to buy an umbrella because it was raining but once it stopped, I threw the umbrella away because it was just so leceh to hold.
I planned to take a bus or a cab to school but when I reached the bus stop, I just felt like walking.
I need to de-stress. Or so I thought.
I walked down by the lake. Then suddenly these thoughts of abduction, rape and mug cases (which are so rampant these days) started to cloud my mind.
I held my bag tightly and close to me and walked as fast as I could. Before I knew it I was sprinting down the lake.
I am paranoid, I know.

Walking to school brought back some good memories.
I was literally walking down memory lane.
I passed by Barath’s house and smiled to myself as I was reminded of the Debate Team.
A vivid recollection of the walks and talks (and selingans) we had made my heart smile.
I miss school.
Okay, I think I just miss my Debate Team.

Sigh.

It took me around 20 minutes to reach school and I was all sweaty when I was standing at the side of the drain (gasp !), waiting for Lene.
These school boys are pretty cute.
I felt old.
On the way back with Lene, we passed a few school boys who were apparently amazed by the size of my bust.
To be honest, I don’t really know whether they were referring to my bust or butt size, but their remarks still made me feeling like slapping their bloody shit brains out.
Breathe, Melissa.

Bumped into Bryan on the way back and he gave us a ride home.
Thanks dear.

Gosh, I miss my Gombak people (including the ones who are no longer Sri Gombak residents) !

I’ve been on leave since Monday.
I sent my lappie for repair and went to UiTM to submit a copy of my MUET results on that day.
I got to spend time with The Best Friend and Mr. Sunshine.
The Dark Knight left me feeling uneasy and scared. Don’t ask me why.
It was a good watch, though.
Heath Ledger was awesome.

The Rabbit and The Duck.

Will be back to work this Friday and I’m going to get my lappie back tomorrow.
They told me they changed the motherboard. Okay so the last time I sent it in for the same problem, they fixed the LCD screen, and now it’s the motherboard ?
I don’t trust these people.
My warranty expires at the end of this week and I think this is a part of their scheme to either get me to extend it (and fork out RM 298) or come back to them and pay for (expected) future service.
Hmm.

My appointment with the dentist just now wasn’t a pleasant one.

Oh, I had a night out with Annisa last Thursday night.
Yummy Carl’s Jr. I LOVE the fries, okay !
We enjoyed ourselves by taking pictures of our glowing faces.

That’s all for today.
Goodbye.

xoxo

16
Jul
2008

stretch marks.

categories: babble, emo

Currently feeling: Anxious
Currently listening to: Back To Black – Amy Winehouse

Hi all.
As some of you might know, I have experienced a ~~very~~ somewhat traumatic experience with ~~drains~~ a huge drain.
For those of you who don’t have any idea about what I’m referring to, please click here.
So yeah, as a result, I have became a person who would rather take the long route around drains than walk across them.
But today, in an attempt to chase a customer who stupidly took the merchant copy of her credit card receipt, I ran, yes ran across the road and, JUMPED across a HUGE drain !
I JUMPED.
When it hit me that I just did what I did, and my heart started racing so fast I thought I was gonna collapse. I’m not joking, okay.
Who knew I could leap like that, eh ? You guys should have seen me in action. Haha.
But no worries, I’m alive and still in one piece. No bruises whatsoever. Hee.

I tried squeezing myself into my gold (coloured) kebaya earlier tonight.
The top fitted (it always did), but this time I managed to fit into the sarong.
(Okay, so I can’t really recall whether I could fit into the sarong the last time I tried it on lah actually) I was feeling on top of the world when I could zip the sarong up, but (I hate buts), I realized that I couldn’t walk, sit or, erm, breathe with it on, if not the zippers would just snap.
Sigh.
More work to be done on these humongous hips of mine.
That would be my goal then, to fit into my kebaya’s bottom without being stick thin.
I love my curves.
Did I just type that ?

The downside about losing (and gaining) weight is the stretch marks that come with the pengembangan and penguncupan of my body.
They’re disgustingly everywhere.
There you have it, one good reason for men not to date me.
I have stretch marks, guys.
Oh, and cellulite too.

Okay, enough body bashing.

Zana told me that the UIAM pharmacy graduates have already gotten to know where they will be posted.
A friend of mine (who is a graduate too) told me the same thing.
They’d be reporting for work on August 1.
So early hah !
Gosh I’m soooo anxious !

Sigh.

It would be perfect if I had a tub of ice cream with me now.
With nuts.
And chocolate fudge.

xoxo

15
Jul
2008

worms.

categories: babble, family

Currently feeling: Okay
Currently listening to: Citadel – Anna Nalick

Marc’s back in Shah Alam as he’s no longer on medical leave.
But poor him, I just received a message from him saying that he’s still in pain.

Today an unusual number of people came to the pharmacy to buy pregnancy tests.

I am feeling somewhat normal.
Not too happy not too sad.
I guess that’s okay, right ?
I just have to keep reminding myself to breathe and to not be too hard on myself.
Which is pretty hard to do when you’re working with the kind people I am working with.

It’s already So far, there’s still no news about my hospital posting and the anticipation is no good for me.

I miss my Akey.
I miss having yummy home cooked meals at her place and staying up and talking until the wee hours of the morning.
Sigh.

I secretly wished I could write like the sister.

Has anyone ever tried TruDtox ?
This has nothing to do with me wanting to lose the extra pounds, okay.
But I just feel like giving it a try for its ‘body cleansing’ claims.
I checked it out at Watson’s the other day and it costs RM29.50 for a box of five sachets.

I think I have just realized the importance of getting enough sleep.

Oh, I HATE the toilet at my workplace.
It has FAT worms crawling all around. Yucks.

It just occurred to me that it has already been more than a year since The ~~nasty~~ Break Up.
I think I’m doing okay.
What do you think ?
To think that 12 months ago, I thought I wasn’t gonna be alive around this time.
His mum and sister still calls me once in awhile, though.
And he has sent me a couple of messages too.

Hmm, I wonder how my hips got this huge.
I’m blaming them (my hips) for my bad knees.

Daddy has been so engrossed in watching this Chinese TV series on NTV7 for the past few days.
He’s cute.

Okay lah people, I’m gonna check on Daddy and Lene.
Bubbye !

xoxo