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Month: February 2008


Feb
2008

positivity.

categories: babble, besties, notes to self

Currently feeling: Restless
Currently listening to: To Know Him Is To Love Him – Amy Winehouse

Annisa and I was at Sunway Pyramid yesterday.

Thank you very much for the post-Valentine’s breakfast/lunch/dinner dear ! Hehe.
Oh and also for the tour of your lovely new abode.
We still have to go on a movie date !

Yamin, Laoshi, Kak Nor and I watched Jumper at Jusco, Bukit Raja last night. It was a bit of a disappointment though. It somehow lacked, erm, depth ? It was just, okay.

I have been surrounding myself with too much negativity lately.
This has gotta stop. Or else I’d end up in an asylum before I even turn 30.
I have been reminded over and over again not to ever let anyone stop me from being happy.
I guess I need to try harder.

From now on, I shall be taking what she (or any insignificant person who tries to break my spirit) says with a pinch of salt.

Oh by the way, my lappie screen is back with me. Got it back last Thursday with the help of Heikal.
So far so good. Alhamdulillah.

I have realized that things are never going to work out.
It’s sad that it took me too long to realize it.
Yes, this is what I want and no, I’m not changing my mind.

I’m moving on.

Hmm, it seems like these days everyone talks bad about everyone, don’t they ?

Okay, goodnight.

xoxo

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Feb
2008

hang on.

categories: babble

Currently feeling: Better than awhile ago
Currently listening to: Are You Happy Now – Michelle Branch

I’m gonna get through this.
I have been dealing with her antics for two years now.
Another few months won’t hurt that much, kan ? I sure hope so.
I can.

Ah, I’m hungry.

xoxo

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Feb
2008

room.

categories: babble, emo

Currently feeling: Sad
Currently listening to: Bruised But Not Broken – Joss Stone

She’s at it again.

She has no idea that she has been emotionally and mentally battering me.
Maybe I should just leave this place.
Call me a baby, but I just cannot live with insensitive idiots people.
I believe that you’ve always gotta think before you say anything. Anything at all.
Terlajak perahu boleh ditarik balik, terlajak kata binasa.
I believe that true friends don’t tell you and make fun of the fact that you’re fat (or not).
They don’t tell you you’re serabut, tak lawa or anything along the same lines of those (unless you’ve asked for their honest opinion) over and over again.
Most importantly, they don’t make you feel low, unpretty and dejected. Like she has been doing to me.

Maybe it’s my fault for not pointing out to her that she has been bruising my self esteem.
It’s my fault for keeping mum.
So yeah, I don’t blame her. I guess it’s all on me.

I
should
just
leave.

xoxo

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