10D.

Currently feeling: Melancholic
Currently listening to: Something To Believe In – Aqualung

Stepping into the exact ward Mummy stayed and passed away in just now wasn’t as easy as I thought.
It was heartbreaking.
There was a part of me which felt like jumping out of the window because I couldn’t stop crying.
Bits and pieces of what happened were haunting me everywhere I turned.


I’m ok now I guess. Ok tak ok, kena ok kan gak la kan ?
Just because I cry easily, it doesn’t mean that I am not strong, right ?
I just have hyperactive lacrimal glands ?
Well that’s what people have been telling me.
As for me, I don’t feel strong.

I am not strong.


xoxo